Making Peace
Finally, starting to feel calmer and comfortable in my surroundings. It has been a month since I moved out of my home. I try to share what is positive, but just writing out my feelings today. This has been the most challenging, disruptive, and discouraging part of my life. To say this is easy would be a complete and total lie. But, it was and is unquestionably, totally and positively necessary. I am comparing it to going to the dentist and getting a very painful tooth extracted. But, most of all no matter what life brings us, we have to do our best to rise above it all. And, most of all being kind to ourselves is most important. The wierdest feeling is the guilt, when I haven't done anything wrong. The other worst feeling I have is the feeling of being a failure and oh so shameful. So, today is the first day I don't have anything really important to deal with. So, I am looking forward to creating something. That always makes me feel successful, positive and purpo...