As, this week flies by, I am working the last couple of days of an eight day in a row stint, to have five days off in a row. I am approaching a huge life changing month. It includes moving out of my house, and my 62nd birthday being celebrated. It is what we call in Art : "juxtaposition" at it's best. It feels surreal, but it is going to happen. I have mixed emotions which is what is making it hard. But, I am ready to move on. I wasn't put in this position, by having a choice. Actually, circumstances happened to me, to tell me this will be the best decision I have ever made in my life. I am taking back the steering wheel, and I don't have to worry about which way to turn any more. It is clear what I have to do to live the best life within my reach. And, baby, there is no doubt about it. I am reaching up to touch the sky! In August, Glen and I have been married for thirty nine years. We
have been separated for three months, now. I have written a few posts about it, but can't seem to share it. But, moving forward I am going to share my life, probably more with pictures then with words. The words seem too painful, lately. It is just too personal. Most of the time I do it to release my feelings and what I am going through. And, that way if you care and are reading it, you understand that I am ok. I think I can do the same thing with instagram and my photography. Most of all I would like to say at this time of my life, I am moving forward. As I get older that becomes the most important part of my journey to joy. I am looking forward to the holidays. Quite, simply I am looking foward to all life brings to me. I am thankful for everyday of my life so far, and will never look back with bitterness or regrets.
Quote of the day: This the bible verse I read from time to time to tell myself, I am just living a tale as long as time:
A psalm of David.
Truly my soul finds rest in God;
my salvation comes from him.
Truly he is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.
How long will you assault me?
Would all of you throw me down—
this leaning wall, this tottering fence?
Surely they intend to topple me
from my lofty place;
they take delight in lies.
With their mouths they bless,
but in their hearts they curse.[b]
Yes, my soul, find rest in God;
my hope comes from him.
Truly he is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
My salvation and my honor depend on God[c];
he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
Trust in him at all times, you people;
pour out your hearts to him,
for God is our refuge.
Surely the lowborn are but a breath,
the highborn are but a lie.
If weighed on a balance, they are nothing;
together they are only a breath.
Do not trust in extortion
or put vain hope in stolen goods;
though your riches increase,
do not set your heart on them.
One thing God has spoken,
two things I have heard:
“Power belongs to you, God,
and with you, Lord, is unfailing love”;
and, “You reward everyone
according to what they have done.”
Song of the day:
Moano How Far I'll Go
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